have fun with your onion!

My world is becoming increasingly creepier to people who aren't a part of it. that makes me nervous. but it also makes me appreciate the people who are a part of my world, for putting up with my awkardness.
Whats for dinner tonight?
Thrift store appetizers followed by a main course of MSM sandwich and energy drink. Desert will be homelessness and good times. i hope. that's the plan anyways.

OOOOK so. i was sitting here, pushing the button that says "Publish Post" and it was quiet. and the stupid hound dog that lives next door starts howling its brains out. then all the sudden i hear these voices from outside. like... there were these kids in the bushes by my bedroom window. kinda freaky. but it reminded me of the time that me and katy and kimber were trying to find our way back to the clearing in the woods by the dump. and we totally got caught trespassing by these people's dogs. and the then people came outside to smoke and we just froze. and stood in their yard for like 20 minutes before they realized their dogs were jumping on us. then we got yelled at.
good times.

so i've just spent the last hour catching up with my past self. me 6 years ago.... such a strange thought. It makes me sad to see how much i've change. how little creativity i have compared to what i had then, which was next to none.
Here is a list of things i miss:
1)not always working during the day
2)spending quality time with my friends
3)remembering things vividly.
4)being able to think without losing my attention to something else
5)ice cream parties

feeling melancholy at the moment..