2.07.2008

there'll be no more dinner bells left for you to ring

today i'm my own boss. i was left alone. and i'm happy.
when did i become this person? i'm in pain all day.
but i'm smiling. Nothing is changing how i feel inside.
i need to be squeezed. i'll never admit that.
Today is my day. Thursday is now declared Natalieday. unofficially.
home seems closer today than most other days.
monday i could've died. tuesday i felt like hell. wednesday i ate a steak with my closest. thursday i'm my own boss.

Looking forward to the summer. Hopefully summer will be filled with these days, days where i can be smiling and free. Anyone want to join my Natalieday revolution?