today i deleted my myspace. It feels really good. Like i've got this monkey off my back. I really like not feeling ashamed for having one anymore. And it just follows suit that i am learning to stand up for myself. First with the big things and now with smaller things. It's the small things that are hard for me to manage but i'm definitely getting there. Anyways i don't think i'll miss myspace at all. Maybe i'll miss the easy contact to other certain people. But i've come to realize that if they really cared about me they'll find a way to get in touch with me. So we'll see how it all works out in the end. Anyways those are my final thoughts of the day now it's time to hit the hay. Heart, natalie.